My last day of work was Friday. It was also the last day of school before winter break - so everybody was packing it up for the holiday. I was busy wrapping up many things and trying to leave with things in order to make an easy transition to the next teacher. I prepared as much as I could, and accepted that I couldn't do it all, and as I was leaving I realized that I didn't feel the overwhelming sense of relief and freedom that I expected.
I felt a little panicked.
My mind switched full force to "the baby is coming" and I started creating things in my mind that we had to buy: a different type of night gown for me, a baby tub, a nose cleaner thing . . .
Nothing really important I guess, but it all felt really important at once.
I tried to watch some videos on labor and delivery.
It didn't help.
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